First off, let me say, I LOVE
Flickr. The sense of community over there is ridiculous, it is so hopping! I love the constant exchange and feedback. I love the knitalongs and craftalongs, which are super-easy to partake in as most groups are public, and it only takes a click on a button to add your uploaded photos to the group pools. And the group pools are fantastic! Such enthusiasm abounds there, and it is highly contagious. Love it!
Granted, I still think Explore is kinda funny and don't fully understand it. Here are the 8 photos I have on Explore today, down from 10 that I had yesterday (go figure):

1.
chevron scarf - closeup, 2.
soft trees in sunlight, 3.
i love my studio in this light, 4.
Matt's Socks - DONE!, 5.
doll quilt - log cabin/courthouse steps variation - top, 6.
flowerbox pincushion, 7.
Pillow for Jane, 8.
shrinky-dink pin-headsI can't believe that anyone in their right mind would find a photo of Matt wearing the socks I knit for him "interesting," but whatever. To each their own! (coughcoughfootfreakscough)
Now, a word about blogs and blogging, because it seems to be "the" topic lately, and everybody's got something to say about it. I deleted my old blog (knottybits, for anyone who doesn't know and might be curious) because I didn't like the direction it had taken. When I first started blogging, I started with the intention of having a knitting blog. Because I have my hand in so many other things (patchwork, sewing, toy-making, art criticism), it was hard to get it to stick to any formula. Ultimately, I made sure to make it clear to anyone who asked that my blog was not strictly a knitting blog, which seemed to alienate me from the community of knit-bloggers. Oh well.... Lately, however, it was really all over the shop. One day, there would be knitting, then there would be three entries on quilting, then two entries about softies, then knitting again, then a commentary about some movie I saw. I needed to focus more. Strangely, this was about the time, after 1 1/2 years of blogging, that I started to get comments on a regular basis. It seemed that people were tuning in, but I wasn't happy with what was going on because I felt so all-over-the-place. Add to that the fact that around this time, I became keenly aware that real life friends were reading the blog and not commenting, which made me feel... I don't even know how to begin to describe it. I felt like I was being spied on, like I wasn't part of a give-and-take but was performing for someone else's voyeuristic pleasure. I have no idea why, but it hurt. I know that when you blog, you put it out there, and people who don't know you read about your life and take a peek into your world. It felt different knowing that people I knew in real life were peeking in with nothing to say. I felt like I was being silently judged. In a sense, we are all being silently judged. However, being aware of all this made the needle skip on my record.
Have you ever done a performance in front of a crowd? Anyone here ever been part of a school play or community theater? Any stand-up comics out there? Performance artists? In my limited experience doing performance, it works best to go into a zone when you perform, to lose yourself in your character and in your interactions on stage. Once you are aware of the audience, you are, for lack of a better word, fucked. Your performance becomes insincere and affected, unless your performance depends on interacting with the audience - like musicians. (Ask me about the time I saw
Robbie Williams perform. He was the best showman I have ever seen, and he totally engaged with the audience.) You are performing for someone now. I mean, you know when you perform that you are performing for someone, but to be hyper-aware of it on conscious level as you do so alters the actual performance. As I was writing, I could see the faces in the crowd, and I felt like my words were hollow, like everything was an false act. It was a yucky feeling. So I deleted the blog and started a new one that deals for the most part with my softie-making venture, the softies themselves and the creative process behind them. Every now and then I veer into knitting or sewing or some other crafting, but I want that to be limited. (Wanna see all my endeavors? Check out
my Flick page.) I was hesitant to post about this on here, as this is not my space to vent, but I believe that this is pertinent to all of us as bloggers. We need to every now and then examine why we choose to do this and how we go about it. I like what I am doing here, and I hope to develop significantly as a toy-maker and an artist (not to mention as a writer, as well).
As for comments, (you saw
that one coming) I comment freely on blogs when I feel that I have something to share, add, or just say in general. I think that people should hear it when they do something that is beautiful, inspiring, unique, or just plain freaking cool. And I think if someone asks for help or suggestions, they should get some response as well. Sometimes, I get a little shy and keep my opinion or ideas to myself, especially if someone beat me to what I thought would be a somewhat original comment, as in the case with Jess at
Fig and Plum's recent post where she asked for book suggestions. As I was reading through the comments, I thought, "I can't believe no one has recommended '
If on a winter's night a traveler....' by
Italo Calvino," only to finally come across it in like the 123rd or 125th comment. (For the record, Jess' blog is one of the blogs that inspired me to start a blog in the first place.)
I have been participating in this exchange with other bloggers for a long time now (two to three years - since before I had a blog, to when I had my old "not-quite-a-knitting-blog," to the present - obviously), and to be perfectly honest, it is not always an exchange. There are many bloggers who swear they respond to every comment who are simply not being honest with their public or with themselves. I can't tell you how many times I have left a comment on one of the "queen-B" sites and gotten absolutely no response. (Yet
Eunny responded to my well-wishes on her new position at Interweave - in fact, she responded to every comment! She had
over 800 comments and still made the time to do this. One of the millions of reasons why she is amazing!) Not everyone has the time or capacity to respond to every comment, to be perfectly fair. I can't even respond to every comment I get because unless the commenter enters their email address or has their Blogger settings a certain way, Blogger won't let me. I still comment when I have something to say, because my fingers are as uncontrollable as my mouth I guess, and because if I am impressed by someone's work, I like to share that much with them. There are many bloggers who have established their little community and like to keep it as such, rarely welcoming a newcomer. They can come off as clique-ish, I suppose, but so be it. It might be a little intimidating for people who are not a part of it (like me, for instance), but that's not to say they're (or rather, we're) excluded from commenting. They just will not get the same appreciation they are giving. That's fine, because ultimately, it is about finding that group of people who you "click" with, isn't it?
I have finally found my community - a group of other knitting and crafting bloggers who I have an open exchange with. They leave comments for me; I leave comments for them. We knitalong with each other. We craftalong with each other. We are supportive or each other. And you know what? I like this little community that I see developing, and I am damn happy to be a part of it.
I'd like to give a HUGE THANK YOU to everyone who comments on here, to everyone who has bought a soto softie, to everyone who has posted photos of their softies and linked to my blog or my etsy shop, to everyone who has been to my etsy shop or my Flickr page, to everyone who has linked to me, to everyone who has responded to a comment I have left for them, to everyone who has taken the time to send a thoughtful email. Thank you to everyone who has joined the
Chevron Scarf Knitalong and the
Green Sock Knitalong on Flickr. Thank you to everyone who has welcomed me and included me as a part of their community. Not to get all schmaltzy on you all (I'm not planning on getting run over on my way to the post office later), but seriously, thank you for everything!
Oh, also, a few final notes:
Quantity does not always determine quality. Having a large readership doesn't always mean that a blog is good. Same goes for comments. Just love what you do - do what you love. The right people will eventually pick up on it. And it's better to have a few people who "get" you and genuinely like you than a ton of people who blindly kiss your ass because "the cool kids" are doing it.
Finally, in the words of
Ashley:
"Go forth and like yourselves."